I just don't know...

I can not change someone's lifestyle.  what I can change is my attitude...but I don't have an attitude. I just don't like their lifestyle.  I don't agree with their life choices and I can't get with their process but i'm right in the mix with them.  the best I can do is remove myself. so I don't have to be bothered...

Nobody knows...

...the trouble I feel! Ugh...I won't be secluded. Satan can't win...but surely I'm not interested in continuing to put myself out there when I feel alone, unloved and uncared for. But God in His sovreignty shows me how much He loves me through man's rejection.
Since my sinful heart longs for it so. Teach me Your ways, oh God.