Nobody knows...

...the trouble I feel! Ugh...I won't be secluded. Satan can't win...but surely I'm not interested in continuing to put myself out there when I feel alone, unloved and uncared for. But God in His sovreignty shows me how much He loves me through man's rejection.
Since my sinful heart longs for it so. Teach me Your ways, oh God.

i'm baaaaacckk!

not like I have avid viewers but ...just thought it was time to officially re-startblogs of randomness!

what fun this will be : D

seriously...??

u can be saved and still wanna punch somebody, right?

boy, am I frustrated.

I'd really like to punch someone in the face and then do a mexican hat dance around their 'knocked out'-unmoving body...a little harsh, right? yeah a lil, but I am NOT happy in this current situation. I just don't know how it is I am supposed to help ppl who don't listen to you. I mean the obvious HUMAN thing to do would be to abort the mission but I won't do that...I'm not a quitter and I don't wanna upset my Boss. So then I guess all that's left to do is SUCK IT UP, KEEP IT PUSHING AND SHUT UP! But I'm not too keen on that either...I just want these ppl to listen...get it the freak together so I can move on and GET BACK HAPPY! And furthermore, on to the next HIGHER step...ughghgh! Plus...I'm not much for bending the me I'm meant to be...I shouldn't have to compromise ME in order to make YOU feel good...WHAT DO THEY THINK THIS IS??!??!?!?!? Flippin' jerkfaces. I am me...so if you can't accept THAT...HOW IS I'M S'POSED TO HELP YOUR CRAZY SELF!?!?

PPL NEED TO BE DELIVERED FROM THEMSELVES!
THEY NEED TO STOP LYING TO OTHER PPL...WE DON'T BELIEVE U...SO STOP LYING TO YOURSELF!
help me God, to stay focused on my task at hand and show me the tools to help these ppl. PLEASE!

OMG!

People are unbelievable...i mean really. this is crazy. if only it were worth it, to blast them out...lol. but since it's not...i can only say i did my part so I'm done!

THANX!

I wanna punch somebody in the FACE!!!

shit, fuck , shit. fuck fuck FUCK! I HATE that I have to write my feelings down bc it's better to deal w/them this way then risk hurting someone's punk ass feelings or hurting their stupid pride. i'm done w/this shit...TODAY. shit.

the fact is...i TRY and ppl just don't care. fine...that's fine. but when i don't care, don't expect me to. YOU fucked up your good thing. bitch!

confused

how is it that someone that has been so immature, until (maybe) the day they had a child, can accuse you (who has helped them from your own experience and mature insight) of being "young"? wtf!?! where did that even come from? like seriously, what? since you can't explain or won't, i can only gather that you got the game all wrong...which promotes my point.

rude~